[junkie2807]

I also went back to visit G17 Fern last night & everytime I see her, my eyes light up. Her last day is the 25th of May 09, so for fans of her, do visit her one more time before she goes back.

Looking back at the times I have spent with her, she is the only girl I have visited on such a consistent basis. I remembered the time when I just went to look for her without even knowing what she looked like (back then she never had a chance to sit in the fish tank as she had people queueing up to see her) after reading all the fantastic FRs.

Come to think of it, I have known her for over a year. How time flies & soon another chapter is about to close. I told her I am both sad to see her leave (because there is a one in a billion chance I get to see her again) & happy because she can have a better, normal life in LOS.

Her hair is longer now, her body is just what I like. She will always be the perfect S.O. I never will have, the lover to make me feel like I am the luckiest man alive in the whole world to have her.

Alas, she seem distant from me, the GFE that kept me inspired & hooked on her has somehow disappeared. It felt commercial, routine. I assumed it's to protect herself, just in case she has something to change her mind about going home.

Fern, you will always be 1 of the bright noble stars that guides the mighty protector.

Sob.