The tale of the Guy named Bullet

[Bulleto]

Been a silent reader for a very long time now under a different user ID. Forced to create new ID now coz I lost my password and the old Hotmail e-mail accounts was deleted by Hotmail, said something about too many spam mail and blah blah blah. But all that is irrelevant now. Anyways, this is my contribution the the forum and i hope that my story would be of some entertainment value to fellow samsters out there.

This story will be about the experiences I had as a young teenager leading up to the events of today.

I shall jump start the tale at age 14 (2000 AD). Like most secondary school kids at that age and era, a lot of us are pretty noob in a sense. We don’t know what’s good for us, what works well for us either or what are we supposed to be doing. I was no better.

You see, the way of life for me then was “Don’t ask! Just do!” It was the way my grandmother raised me as a child till I was primary 6. To cut the drama mamma story short, I was raised to be obedient. It probably never occurred to me then that the reason we all stand behind the yellow line is because if you don’t. The train is going to smack you pretty hard in the face. Apart from being obedient. I was also pretty much outdated, appearance wise. I do blame my grandmother for that because at age 14, I still had the Aaron Kwok center parting hair style, and yes, it did me no favors when it came to the opposite sex. Especially when you don’t have Aaron Kwok’s face.

Enough of the noob me and back to story. I was sent (against my will) to an all-boys school after PSLE. So exposure to the opposite sex was very limited for me. Even my primary school was an all-boys school. So I literally have zero experience with the opposite sex, I was not hardly interested in girls then too as my life focuses before then was Computer Games and Void Deck Soccer. That was, until I stumble across my Dad’s porn collection. It was then I started to explore and realize what exactly the dick was for and how good it actually feels to shoot out a big load. That’s when I started paying attention to girls and started to masturbate myself. I had a lot of energy for that for some reason, but the thought were always random. Actress on the TV or girl on the magazine. I never really had a person to focus my attention on until I met Ryunne (name changed)

Ryuune was from another school, we met during June Holiday ECA Combined Schools Camp, she was not exactly fantastic but neither was she CMI looks wise. Height wise 158cm (I think) Just your typical GND look with abit tummy showing when in uniform and carrying a C cup on her chest (I found out years later, forgot the exact size though, lol) She had the confused blur queen look which I found very sexy at the time. I would score her as a 5/10 now looking back, but back then she was literally 10/10 to me. Simply because I like. But hey, I was young and stupid.

[Bulleto]

Was so obsessed with her, I remember going home that day and flipped the yellow pages for her surname and literally call every number that was listed in the Clementi area. Yes! I was stupid too. After going through like 6 pages, I gave up. In the end, I had to get a friend to help ask her school mate to get her number. Surprisingly, her school mate gave me her number.

I forgot the details of the conversation by now, but I do remember that it was freaking awkward. I called her home phone and she was like:

R: Huh? Who are you?

B: I’m the guy when we at camp sit beside you. Remember? From XXXXXXX School

R: Er…… Dunno leh.

The rest of the conversation, anyways, was filled with confusion, awkward silence and frustration on my end. She eventually figured out who I was few days later because the guy who leaked her number to me followed up with her. Asking her when she was going to go dating with me. I never found out what his exact words to her, but the result was that he scared the crap out of the poor girl. She was afraid to be near me during ECA activities, will always ask her friend to switch places with her if somehow I got close. I guess somehow, I was lucky, or unlucky, that she was not scared enough to quit the ECA. It was my understanding that there are girls who do that to avoid a boy they don’t like.

[jialatjinjin]

bullet???

真子弹???

[Bulleto]

So 2 years would then go by with me still obsessed with her and I would make zero progress. We did eventually get closer to each other after we became NCOs. By some strange fluke, I was being groomed by the seniors to replace their roles of chief NCOs. It’s not just me of course, there’s also a few other guys from different schools that I grew close with. We were like a small brotherhood of teenagers with “power”. Ryunne would be always around, somehow, simply because there had to be some female NCOs around during training and major activities.

Accepting that I have already failed big time with the first girl I have ever loved. (or liked). I tried to be professional when she was around even though it felt awkward for me most times. People were betting that I will either give her all the shit jobs or all the relax jobs, I didn’t want to scared her any more than she already is. So I pretended I was never bothered with her in the first place so as to not show my love or hate towards her to my batch mates.

Sometimes I would feel very hurt during ECA activities. To see your first love so near for the first time, but yet, she is totally out of reach. I would see her flirt, have fun, feel sad and emo every weekend. But never once i felt that it was appropriate for me to do anything regardless of how much I wanted to. Ironically, my inaction somehow relaxed her attitude towards me. We were able to chat openly on random topics or lunch together with the rest without feeling weird.

Of course, my “professionalism” was not the reason we eventually got to friendly talking terms with each other. It was just one of the variables. The constant was that, all of a sudden, Bulleto-kun has a girl friend from another school. And it was no secret.

[Bulleto]

The story between me and my 1st GF was a rather random occurrence in my opinion. I did not notice her, she noticed me. I only noticed her when I so happened to have assigned myself to “escort” to her school to some ECA event. I only remember I was the escort because the teacher officer had better things to do than to join/manage/ja-ga ECA activities.

So I found myself surrounded by Sec2 students from another school on the bus. Being my usual self, I was out there chatting with the junior cadets. When suddenly, someone called out to me from the back of the bus.

“Sergeant Sergeant! Come come”

B: Yeah? What?

“Sergeant! Ask you ah. You think my friend chio or not?”

I was practically stunned there for a few seconds, looked at her friend and that’s why I started to take notice. Scanning her from top down. Her name shall be Lamia in this narration. 14 years old, B cup chest standing at about 160cm (give or take), her face totally red from embarrassment. Looks wise, she had the ah lian vibe somehow, I did give her a 6.5/10. She was just abit pass what you would call a slim girl, but definitely no plump, not fat.

Turns out she told her friends she thought I was cute or something and they decided to sabo her. As for my answer to their question. Of course I say Chio la.

It was from there, things start to happen for me. I guess I was lucky somehow because she liked me more than I liked her. She would find ways to get my attention and stay up late just so she can talk to me on the phone. Back then SMS was not the in thing yet and there was a character limit, not to mentioned 5 cents per SMS. My father would literally go berserk at me when the bill came every month.

Thank goodness, we had ICQ and IRC back then somehow. But too bad. I don’t know how to use it to my advantage. I didn’t know how to use it to find girls and I sure as hell did not know how to use it to get laid. Lolx. Till today, it is really frustrating for me when I realise how much things I missed during my youth that I could have done. I already missed the 1990s club era cause I was underage, plus my dad keeps quite a tight leash on me going one.

I remember listening to 987FM and get frustrated when Glenn Ong or Jean Denker mentions there’s this party or promote happening places like Mdm Wong, Sparks, Canto, etc, etc. But no choice, too scared to disobey my old man. By the time I found my balls, most of the big names gone already. only left CHINA BLACK and Zouk.

[Bulleto]

Before going back to the story. I like to apologies in advance if I side track from the story every now and then. If it’s an issue, do let me know. I will amend my writing style and contents accordingly.

Lamia and I would continue our chatting and flirting session online and on phone and via SMS. Then on one “random” evening. I was sitting in my house toilet, making cake halfway. Lamia dropped me a SMS.

“Bullet. I very paiseh say but I like you very much. You like me mah? Want to stead or not?”

I believe I literally stun there on the toilet bowl for la good 2 minutes wondering what to do. Cause in my mind, I have not given up on Ryunne yet. I was playing along with this girl, accepting her and not ignoring her because she gave me the attention I so desperately wanted from Ryunne but couldn’t get. To make things worse. I was taking a shit halfway. How the hell is anybody supposed to think logically and sound under such circumstances, I do not know.

I do know what I did however. I replied

“I like you also. OK, let’s go steady.”

And there you have it. 16 years old and you get your first GF while taking a dump. -_-“”

ROMANCE LEVEL = NEGATIVE 999

[Lindblum]

is this a love story or a sex story?

[BMW69]

Originally Posted by Lindblum

is this a love story or a sex story?

Hahaha who cares man this is a good story. Support you TS!

[Bulleto]

Originally Posted by Lindblum

is this a love story or a sex story?

Hey Bro, kinda abit of both. I figured if it was purely sex then become more like a FR than a story le. Pai seh la

[Bulleto]

Originally Posted by BMW69

Hahaha who cares man this is a good story. Support you TS!

HAHA, thanks man. Appreciate it.

Like your stories too. Remember got one time i was so engrossed reading your work, say sleep at 2 end up 4am than sleep. HAHA

[Bulleto]

Lamia, she of course, does not know what I was doing when I said OK. I believe myself to be very lucky too, here is a girl who was willing to do what I should be doing. Sometimes, it feels like she’s the guy and I’m the woman. I relied heavily on her when it comes to the “Things couples do” department. Why? Because I was a total noob and I was scared. I seriously didn’t know what to do or what I should do. I remember cussing the school system them for not teaching us what was considered normal and appropriate in a relationship.

Lamia on the other hand, was far from inexperienced. Which was what I did not know then, perhaps that was why she took the lead in the early parts of the relationship. Turns out that she has been dating since 11 years old, lost her virginity to some almost 30 years old guy at some hotel at 12. So at 14, she knew what the hell she was doing. But of course, in the beginning, I didn’t know all this.

Like every couple, we started of holding hands and kissing in buses and void decks. KNS lo me, first kiss also is she lead de. I only pretend I know what I doing. Things were pretty much normal, until we went for our first movie together. That was when things start to become steamy.

It was some mummy show by Brandon Fraser. Afternoon show and the cinema was rather empty for reasons unknown. We were in the corner last few rows. I was intensively concentrating on the movie for like half an hour, when she leaned in towards me. Guess she was bored. Even though, I was abit pissed that she disturb my movie, I choose not the show it. She wanted to hold hand, I held hands. She wanted to kiss, I kissed her. Halfway through, and to my surprise, her hand reached for my groin area. I honestly did not see this one coming.

She reached in and started groping my manhood through my jeans. In my mind, I was like:

“WTF!!! Public place leh here! Kana caught jialat one leh.”

But somehow, my inner retard took over.

“Hooo hooo Weeee!!!”

“Dun stop this man, this could be the closest thing to sex you’re going to ever get. DUN RUIN IT!”

[Bulleto]

So there I sat, with one hand over her shoulder. Enjoying her touch. She then gave me another shock, she found the zipper and started to pull in downwards. Reached into my underwear and started exploring.

L: Wah, didi so big.

B: Haha, who ask you to wake him up.

L: I want see.

With that she started the struggle to pull my dick out with my underwear still in place. This was where I started to panic again.

B: Dear, Mai la. Later ppl see how? Very jialat one leh.

L: Dun care them la. …… Wah, so big

Think she literally stun there for a few seconds. If I measured correctly back in the day. I carry a 6.5 inch that happens to be somewhat thicker than most guys. I just did not know it then. I really thought it was all the same. Not that it is something to be proud of or anything.

B: Where got? All the same de ma.

L: No lor, so big pain one leh.

I did not get what she meant, then. She did not even gave me time to question her coz she had just started pulling back and my foreskin and rubbing my dick head. Giving me a handjob in the openness of a GV cinema. I was still in panic mode of course, the fear of getting caught made me suddenly very aware and paranoid about my surroundings. I found myself constantly eyeballing people in my surrounding, wishing really hard they will not look my way.

[Tazzymercs]

lol wan to stead with me bo...

knn so fucking long never hear this words liao...ai stead mai...

china black..WTF so old liao lo...seems like we are all late twenties liao lo...

continue the story

[Lamborghini]

Yes, China Black. I remember.

[Bulleto]

Lamia was totally not interesting in her surroundings, it was like she wanted them to see or just did not care if they did. Her focus was on stroking my manhood, like it was a new toy to her. I think I annoyed her somehow with my head constantly panning towards different angles. Like I was not giving her the attention she wanted from me. That’s when she decided to up one level. She adjusted her body positioning and went down on me, kissing the head first before slipping my dick into her mouth. I was getting my very first blowjob there and then in a public place.

That’s when my alert level went down. Had no idea that it actually felt good to put your dick into a willing mouth, I have seen porn videos before then but never had I thought it actually felt good. I actually thought the male actors were faking it, coz well, it was a show after all. I literally had a time of my life there, Lamia, was going down slowly on me. Teasing me as she goes with her tongue. Never occurred to me where did she learn to do something like this then, I was there living the moment. Inner retard has taken over completely and I was content with that arrangement.

Lamia started to alternate between sucking and stroking me, she knew I was enjoying myself and it pleased her. She happened to be that kind of simple girl that just wanted her guy to be happy, guess I was lucky in a sense that she liked me more than I liked her. We had it going on for a good 10 minutes when a familiar sensation started to build up in my balls. I knew I was going to cum soon, in my head I started to ponder if I should cum in her mouth or I should ask her to stop so I can cum on the floor. Or something.

Sadly, I never got to make a decision. It was made up for me. How? Well, some moron (GV staff) opened the entrance door near us and just stood there. Apparently watching the movie for free. The dude was too close for comfort even for Lamia, she just sat there waiting for the guy to go away but he didn’t. In the end, my dick went from hard to soft. With the mood killed, I tried as tactically as I could to keep my dick back in my jeans and we both went back to the movies.

Things went back the normal after the movie, by normal I mean nothing sexually interesting, we went for a meal after and went to do something I don’t remember and then I send her back to her place. There was no mentioned about what we did in the cinema until we reached her block void deck. I somehow found the courage to tease her about our sexual act.

B: Dear, just now you help me only help until halfway leh.

L: You suay la. (giggles) suddenly got one person come in don’t want to go out.

B: Ya lor, hai~~ then I how?

L: Go home do yourself lo. (giggles)

At this point I already sian half, but never mind, push on.

B: Don’t want la. Now got you le still go home use hand. Damn sad one leh.

L: Aiyah, where will sad. You use hand already dunno use how many years liao. Okay de

B: I want you help me do ma. Don’t like that la

At this point we were already at the stairs leading up to her floor. She lives on the 2nd floor so it was going to be an awfully short climb. But for some reason, I just refused to give up and I knew I needed to act fast. It’s like deep inside, I wanted her to make me cum. So I did what I never thought I would have done in life. I pinned her against the wall with my body, forcefully attacked her with my lips and started auto roaming her body. Boobs and ass.

It was like I suddenly transformed from mr. nice guy to horny werewolf. She told me later that night that she was shocked to, because all the while I was playing the gentleman card. Then suddenly I’m like her ex-bfs, who were rather rough on her. Personally, I don’t blame them. Although young, she had assets where it mattered.

So as we were there molesting each other on the staircase, I decided to try ask her again.

B: Steady la dear. Help me shoot out okay?

L: Huh. Here cannot la. Later got people come out see I will die de.

B: NVM la. Fast fast one. (I was lying, I had no intention of making it a fast one.)

L: Dun want la. Really. My father will come out one.

At this moment, suay event number 2 occurred. Say Cao Cao, Cao Cao reach (word for word translation). The moment she finish her sentence, we heard the sounds of the gates opening. We quickly tidy ourselves out and true enough, it was her father. He has come out of the house to go buy beer. That was the killer of the night for me. I knew it was over then because she will never be home alone as her mum is a stay home mum and there is a younger sister and brother at home. So we bid each other farewell, took a train home. Reach home only go my room to check clear before I went to shower.

I don’t know about you guys, but it feels like my very first sexual experience turned out to be an epic fail.